you have to wonder sometimes why fate brings you were you are going. Why fate brings new things into your life removes old things, and returns things that are forgotten.

I have been contemplating lately- not my existance- but the existance that I am involved in. Why I do the things I do. Why I participate, why I give in to going, when I dont want to. And when I do go, every time I have fun. yet I try and deny myself fun at every given opprotunity.

my mood has been so much better as of the last few days. Work has really sucked, i want to relocate

and i know I am falling for this person that I dont even know.