a long time ago justin wrote a journal entry in which i never understood.We had just met when he wrote this. and somehow, today I wanted to hear the song he typed. So I walked down to mis and downloaded nick cave, which is not really something i ever thought i would download.

yet somehow, almost 2 years after the fact, i understand what those words mean and how much i feel them and why he wrote them when he did. and how he has always felt about me. i am in love with him more now than I ever could have imagined.

(more to come..not enough time to type it all...)

Thu, Jan. 20th, 2005 10:20 pm

inspired by dro - plan and book a vacation for may 12, 13, 14, 15, and 16 to a warm island in the atlantic with beaches and sunshine and fruity drinks - save money - not eat out so much - lose 20 more pounds for said vacation - work out 2 -3 times a week. besides walking - take vitimins - kick ass with my thesis - work on 2 installtions: specificlly the period one and the child photograph one - work on thesis installation - perfrom more - make web site burlesque promotion - have good pics taken - graduate - take belly dance lessons again - get new job after school is over - snuggle justin more - turn things in at school on time like forms and stuff - take medications - stop eating dairy at least so much of it - kepp not smoking - do dishes more often - clean out fridge more often - waste less - shop less - clean closet - buy new bedding