"we are not able to offer you a position. We will, however,
keep your record on file here and will contact you if there is a better
fit down the road as we grow."

so i didnt get the job. I wasted to 2 days off already this year and no job. I guess it means I dont get to take a day in Feb or March unless I actually get sick or plan the day off ahead of time. but I *should have 4 vacation days I need to use before april or get approved to carry over into the new year. But it isnt like I wont use them, i have school and my installtion to attend to.

And I wont get to meet Dro or Dottie for lunch! because I will still be working on long island. BOO. but it does making attending nights at school and meetings easier. And I dont have to worry about a pay cut. Or taking days off. Or if I have to leave early. and in april i will have 15 days off, plus 4 i carry, plus 7 sick 2 floating and one personal.

again iam going to be be late for work - I was looking at porn. porn is good.

Fri, Jan. 21st, 2005 08:29 am

THIS comes out this week on DVD and it sounds hot! I am thinking of maybe having a soriee with tastey foods to watch the movie. Let me know if any one is interested! Catherine Breillat's ANATOMY OF HELL The central preoccupation of Catherine Breillat's work is women's sexuality. As Breillat says, "I take sexuality as a subject, not as an object." She published her first novel when she was just 17 years old. Ironically, the book was banned in France for readers under the age of 18 because of its explicit and transgressive sexual content. She began making films in 1975 with Une Vraie Jeune Fille, which was banned for 25 years for similar reasons. Breillat's films are uniquely concerned with a woman's understanding of her own sexuality and they consistently push beyond the limits of acceptability. Based on "Pornocratie," Breillat's 2001 novel, Anatomy of Hell explores the regions of women's bodies and sexuality that have been characterized throughout thousands of years of Western mythology as monstrous, excessive, unsightly, smelly, repulsive. The inquiry takes a brutally simple premise: a beautiful woman (Amira Casar) invites a man (Rocco Siffredi) who loathes women to spend some time with her. She will pay him to watch, she says, "where I'm unwatchable." Four successive nights in a country house transpire in distinctly formal terms. He arrives at the chateau and proceeds to the appointed room. She is naked on the bed; he sits in a chair (mostly). A film about knowledge, Anatomy of Hell, asks the question, "On what was this terror founded?" - Kay Armatage. (France, 2004, 80 min., color)