funny how out of nowhere I remembered one of the first girls I had a crush on. She was a junior and I was a freshman. she was cute. she wasnt into girls- not that i know of anyway. I crushed on her my whole freshman year while i fooled around with boys and smoked a lot of pot. she had a short dark brown bob cut (it was 1993.. ahh girls with bobs are adorable, hence my hair cut) she wore long black skirts and boots (so did I) and she had pretty eyes. We used to get dinner together after football games after her boyfriend broke up with her. We were in band together. She probably never knew I liked her and wanted to kiss her.

i started hanging out erika/ca(?) soon after, she and i stopped hanging out. and i kissed erica instead.