Saturday, June 30, 2007

insert catch phase

well no AZ for us this July but we are headed to sunny, and 60* Norther Cali where we are going to hike, visit aquariums and hopefully get there within the next 12 hours. It's been a long uncertain few days about where we are going and if we can get there- Alas,I think I found a way

I'll be posting from the road- I am bringing the camera cable and most of the places I think we are staying have wi-fi.

Notice I said think, we only have hotels books for tonight when we land and tomorrow when we drive south. Who knows where we will end up or when we are getting back. We both have 8 days until we have to be back at work- and it should all be fun!

See you soon.
<3 me

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

bull by the horns

I have finally gotten around to bringing over my old posts. Not that I have the time to be working on it today, but I at least downloaded all my LJ posts from 2001-2007.

For your viewing pleasure you can now access my entires from May 2001- January 2003.

Looking at all these posts has me thinking about who I am and what I wanted back then to what I have now.

I have taken the bull by the horns and am living life. So many of the dreams I had, I am living- thanks to all the hard work I put into everything and the amazing people around me supporting, caring and loving me.

There are a lot of entries that stood out. Yet, what stood out as a whole is how much more I wrote. Not just silly, daily posts and memes- but that I wrote heartfelt, deep, miserable topics. To be young and miserable is to be able to recognize love and happiness later. Part of me, misses the inner torment, the avoidance of self through many bottles. I do not want to go back there- but I really cherish those times and wish I spent more time living in that state during my early 20's.